Dentist appointments x 2

On Tuesday morning, both kids had dentist appointments. I was taking them alone, which always is a little scary. :) Addison has never been to the dentist before, so I was extra nervous. HA! 

On the way to the dentist that morning, I was reminding Carter of what they were going to do, the sounds he'd hear, reminding him to be brave, etc. He cut me off mid-sentence and said "Mommy, please stop talking. I'm trying to calm down back here." I just about lost it while I was driving. This kid is hilarious. And, as a side note, he is NOT nervous at the dentist. He did just fine!! 

Here he is with his shiny teeth after his cleaning! Pretty cute if I do say so myself. 

The Addison part of the dentist story will be pretty quick--she freaked. She eagerly got into the chair but the second the dentist started to recline it she was like NOPE and lost it. Because she is under two, they call this the "happy patient visit" just to get them used to the dentist and if they start to cry, they stop so they do not associate the dentist with being terrified. So...no pictures. Mama was calming a terrified little girl! :) 

Exercise and Weight-Loss Update

It's been a while, so I thought it was time for a weight loss/exercise update. I'm pretty proud that I've kept up with the gym since the fall. Generally I lose interest in that pretty quickly. The KEY has been joining the gym at work because I can get my workouts in over lunch (with friends!), take classes, and then not have to worry about it at home at night. Then, any walks or "extras" we do at night are just bonuses!

I haven't really lost any more significant weight since Thanksgiving despite a 3-4 days per week intense class schedule at the gym. My nutritionist says that's super common when your body gets in the routine of the same class, SO in the last week, I've decided to switch things up and make Tuesdays and Thursdays cardio days to kick it up a little. Since the weekend, I've now lost another pound. Gotta watch that diet, too! :) 

The one thing I have noticed is lost inches. My arms are hands-down the area I notice it the most. Last I checked, I think they were down 1.5 inches (each) or slightly more. I'll have to get an officially measurement tonight. My legs are also much more muscular than they were and the fat that is by the armpit is basically GONE! WOO HOO! Still working on that darn stomach area. Grrrrr.

I definitely feel stronger and more confident in many ways and just today, on my new cardio day, I did 20 minutes on the elliptical and then got borerd out of my mind (that's why classes are better for me!!). I decided to jump on the treadmill and see if I could run a mile without stopping. I haven't done that in years (though can't say I've tried too many times). I DID IT. And, most importantly, I lived to tell about it. I didn't even WANT to pass out. It felt so good to be able to do that again. It goes to show that even though I haven't been doing super cardio-heavy workouts the exercise is still working. 

I'm so excited for spring when we can get the bonus walks in at night, play outside, go hiking, etc. (Sidenote: the kids can't either; they're about to lose their minds from the winter stir-crazies!!!) :) 

Rock-a-bye, big boy

It's irrational, I know. But it's a fear I can't seem to shake lately. And my guess is, you've likely felt it at some point in your life. Probably since Addison has been born, I've had this underlying fear that something could happen to Seth or I or the kids at any time, and am aware of the horrid grief it would cause. I mostly started realizing it when the kids became particularly "clingy" to one of us--right now, Carter to me. Big time. What if something happened to me?? How would he ever get through that? How would Seth grieve while comforting our babies? (I know, it's deep.)

His preference for one parent (generally me) is annoying at times, but seems to be especially frustrating at bedtime. In fact, a lot of times, we find ourselves getting frustrated by it because I feel gypped on free time and Seth feels gypped on father/son bonding time. Tonight was Seth's night to put Carter to bed and Carter was fine with that...until the time came. At which point he promptly lost it. 

He cried and cried in his room and I was standing my ground--"daddy is putting you down tonight." Seth tried and tried but he really wanted mommy. 

But then that white elephant in my brain crept in...God forbid, what if something happened to him tonight and you were too stubborn to just go in and comfort him? I would never, ever, ever let myself live that down. 

I went in and my precious little boy was sweaty, blotchy, and doing the post-cry heaving. 

"Mommy, rock me." 

Lump in the throat, for sure.

So we rocked. I cuddled and hugged. I sang. I cried a little. And I could slowly feel him relax and start drifting off. I've been here before and I had deja vu. But for some reason, it hit me extra hard tonight. No one is promised forever on this earth and I want to soak up that baby (um, toddler) sweetness as much as I can. 

He's now happily drifted off to sleep and I got extra snuggles with my love bug. 

I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always.

As long as I'm living, my baby you'll be. 

An exciting start to 2014!

I've never claimed our life is boring, that's for sure!! 2014 has been off to an active start. The theme seems to be snow and sickness if we're being honest. :) We've had several little (and not-so-little) "storms" so far this winter, and it is complicating work schedules and such. Seth has missed five days of school I think, which means he's lost all of his make-up days and Easter break. I've worked from home quite a bit as well on those days, which is...interesting with two little ones under foot. 

One day I was home, I just took a few personal hours so that we could play in the snow. As you can imagine, it took twenty minutes to get suited up and they lasted outside for about five. Standard. 

Mid-month, we had an overnight visit from Michael, Sarah, and Ethan! We went to Chuck E. Cheese and the kids (and ahem, us!) had a blast. I was expecting it to be dirty and crowded but it was neither. 

Addison continues to get ear infections pretty frequently, and both kids get colds like it's their job. Addison got sent home from school last Thursday because she threw up. I got the call LITERALLY as I sat down to my desk at 7:30 a.m., so I made the drive back home right away. She was a stage 5 clinger all day and was a little mopey but never threw up again. The next morning, she seemed fine so I decided to take her to school so I could work. I was punching the code in the door at daycare and she barfed. Of course. Back home we went! We saw the doctor and the cultures in her ear came back negative for bacteria so I guess just something viral. 

Fast forward to Saturday. It was a busy day for us -- Seth had to judge an event at the high school, I had a cupcake order for Owen's 1st birthday and then we had Owen's party (as a sidenote, Feb 1st was POPULAR. We got invited to five parties that day!). I was FINE all day and was fine for an hour or so when we got to Michelle's house for the party. About twenty minutes before the party, I started to feel nauseous and it all went quickly downhill from there. 

I spent three glamorous (sense the sarcasm) hours laying on her bathroom floor, using a towel for a pillow and another towel to cover me since I had the violent shakes. I was MISERABLE. I managed to make it to the steps to watch Owen smash his cake and I probably shouldn't have because that stomach bug spread like wildfire through everyone there over the next two days. WHOOPS. 

Nonetheless, his party was precious....and I missed it. :( I don't even really have a good picture of him. So sad. Here are some pics of the party: 

Fortunately, I felt well enough for us to make the drive home and aside from feeling dehydrated, nursing a wicked headache, and cramping, I at least stopped the worst of it. Sunday was spent moping around and majorly disinfecting the house to prevent everyone else from getting it. Another snow day on Monday gave me an extra recovery day, which was awesome. Back to work for a day and then ANOTHER snow day today. Oy vey. Tomorrow is to be generally okay, but we're expecting another storm this weekend. I have a cupcake order this weekend but the mom and I decided we better plan for a Friday night pick-up to be safe! :) 

Hopefully everyone is having a great year so far and staying healthy and safe in this crazy winter weather!! 

My favorite products right now

Like any other mom, there are several products that are must-haves in our family. Here are a few of my favorites at this point in our life! 

Clorox Anywhere Spray - I use this stuff like water (which is sort of ironic since, you know, it basically is). It's flu season and I can think of no greater torture than toddlers with the flu, so we've been cleaning away with this or Clorox wipes as often as possible. I discovered a few years ago the recipe for it, so I haven't bought it since. The recipe is here. 

(source: clorox.com)

Olay Moisturizing Cream - So, this one's more for the mamma, but I figured I better start using some form of moisturizer while I'm a spring chicken or I'll age even faster. ;) I discovered this stuff at the pharmacy and it's like $6, so you can't beat it. 

(source: craffts.com)

Gummy Vitamins - If my dad were reading (which I suspect he is not), he would be saying "Told you so" I'm sure. I HATE taking vitamins. I'm sorry...for some reason swallowing horse pills every day makes me want to gag. I started taking the kids' dino gummies several months ago and discovered they were delicious. Silly me forgot they make gummies for weird people like me in adult form! Seth and I now take them every day and, for the most part, we've been healthy all winter, even when the kids are snotting and coughing all over us. WIN! 

(source: walmart.com)

LeapPad 2 - Carter got this for Christmas this year and I sometimes want to hug the person who invented it. It has the ability to quiet him down, calm him down, and help him learn--all at the same time. That's like the trifecta of toddler awesome. Shout out to my parents for getting it for him! 

(source: amazon.com)

Take and Toss Cups - Our kids are apparently sippy cup hoarders. At the end of a day, I can seriously find like six or eight all over the house. And they constantly need a drink in their hands, it seems. For $4 a pack, you can't beat these. They are toss-able--which we don't--but it's nice knowing that when we accidentally leave them somewhere--which we sometimes do--it doesn't really matter because we have 1,920 more at home. 

(source: bestgeekfriend.com)

Change of plans

After two vacations in 2013, we said we were going to take 2014 "off" and get some things done around the house. Well, while my desire to get things done around the house has not changed, we backtracked on our no-vacation in 2014 rule and booked a week trip to Ocean City, Maryland! We were there in 2011 and had a blast and friends of ours graciously offered us their condo for a STEAL, so we weren't about to pass it up! :) 

I love the beach and everything associated with it and can't wait to take the kids! 

Now to just focus on those house projects that need to get done! We teeter back and forth about doing the siding this year or waiting one more year. I'd love to do the kitchen counter tops and paint the cabinets. I need to finish sanding and staining the kids pallet bookshelves that Seth and his dad made and get those hung. And we really need a new grill and patio furniture. We'll see what projects we get done in 2014! 

(image source: google.com)

My 2014 Goals

I'm not calling them "resolutions" because when I "resolve" to do something like this, I don't. So, we'll call them goals. :) My time is limited so I'm keeping it realistic. 

1. Continue to focus on fitness and losing weight. Come on, this is on everyone's list. BUT, I think I'm finally to a point where working out is part of my life now, so I'd like to keep that going. I'm stalled at eleven pounds but with Thanksgiving and Christmas holidays in there (and me being out of the gym for three weeks), it was sort of to be expected. Back at it now though--and currently sore beyond explanation for Monday's Tabata class (OUCH!). Swimming suit season is a mere five months away and we may be taking a little beach trip after all thanks to a gracious friend who offered us their Ocean City condo for virtually nothing! 

2. Go on date nights with Seth. If mama and daddy ain't happy, ain't nobody happy. This one speaks for itself. 

3. Take the kids on more fun outings. I love to see their excitement at amusement parks, the pool, parks, etc. so I'd like to do more of that this summer. On my agenda would be Hersheypark, a zoo (other than the local one we've done), and camping, to name a few.

4. Be more intentional. This applies to many things--doing devotions at night, pleasure reading more, focusing on my hobbies and doing something I love for myself (photography, for example), and playing with the kids. I'm ready to make-believe the heck out of all their things like I did when I was a kid. Is it too soon to introduce Addison to the wonderful world of Barbie??? :) 

What's on your list for 2014? 

A long overdue Christmas re-cap

Well then. Turns out I didn't blog pretty much the whole month of December, which is precisely why this post will be a re-cap of the whole holiday season! HA! I can honestly say that this year, I think we succeeded in slowing down a bit. We skipped breakfast with Santa, a few day trips for Seth to hunt, and all other sorts of holiday "stuff." We did do Christmas Candylane at Hersheypark (which the kids loved, but it was FREEZING so we didn't last too long). The season was, all in all, really nice and memorable. 

We went to Bass Pro Shops for photos with Santa (the above is a photo of a photo). Carter LOVED it but Addison would have absolutely nothing of it. We do not have a photo to show for it because as soon as she got on Santa's lap, she lost it and sucker punched his glasses right off his face. He was thrilled. 

Seth's parents came to our house mid-December to celebrate Christmas since we would all be attending a wedding in north NJ when we were in right after Christmas. The kids loved the impromtu gifts when they woke up in the morning! Oma and Opa got each of them a toboggan as well, which worked  perfectly because it was snowing while they were here! 

Opa was a good sport and did crafts with the kids! 

I decided that while his parents were in, we'd have a bunch of people over to celebrate Seth's 31st birthday. My parents and brother were able to come as well, but due to the horrible weather, Michelle, Jason and the kids couldn't make it. Understandable, of course. We had dinner and yummy cake and ice cream! 

The next weekend, we headed up to Michelle and Jason's for a Christmas party and cookie exchange and then the next day for the Cook Christmas. Ironically enough, I have zero pictures of these events, so you'll have to trust me on that one! :) 

Then as we always do, we headed to my parents for Christmas eve day. The kids were WIRED--understandably so when they saw this in the basement! Let's just say five grandkids under age five is a lot of energy!

The "fab 5"

(I didn't take too many pictures this day either--TOO MUCH COMMOTION!) :) 

After lunch and presents, we visited Maw-Maw and Papa Ray's for more presents and dinner before the service at church. We PJ'd the kids up and headed home around 8:30. Thankfully, they fell asleep in the car and transferred beautifully inside so Santa was able to get to work. 

In the morning, Carter casually walked out into the living room, seemingly forgetting what day it was. I was, of course, waiting with the camera and it was cute. He dropped to his knees so excited and stated that he would just sit here and wait for Addison to get up. It was cute, but the patience only lasted about fifteen minutes. :) 

Sissy sees the presents. 

They were excited, but Addison really didn't even care about opening the presents. She preferred them unwrapped, so Carter was HAPPY to help with that. They were blessed little kids, that's for sure.

We had yummy egg casserole for breakfast and just hung out and relaxed. The kids took their normal naps and then we headed to Haucks for dinner and games. All in all, it was SUCH a fun holiday season this year. Life with two toddlers is chaotic for sure, but boy is it fun at Christmas! 

I LOVED having so much time off work with Seth and the kids and, unlike last year, they were SO good this year. Addison got her standard double ear infection (exact repeat of last year) but we dealt with it. And the kids even blessed us with sleeping in--most days, they slept til about 7:45, which is HUUUGE for them. It was so awesome!

I hope your Christmases were blessed as well! Ready to kick off 2014 and see what the year brings for us. Happy New Year! 

These are a few of their favorite things...

In the spirit of the (predictably awful) Sound of Music Live on TV a few nights ago, and in copying my brother-in-law's sister, I thought I'd do a little "our kids' favorite things." :) 

Favorite Book
Carter - Bang! Boom! Roar! (A super cute dinosaur, construction book)
Addison - Little Hands Love and Little Feet Love (a book with all different textures)

Favorite Food
Carter - right now, it's probably a tie between yogurt, french toast, and hot dogs. His all-time favorite food is french toast though. 
Addison - she is super, super picky right now and won't eat most meats, but she will eat basically any snack food as well as yogurt and corn. 

Favorite Movie
Carter - Planes or Cars (he talks about his "Planes" birthday party--in May, mind you, every single day)
Addison - she won't still for .2 seconds, so no movies yet! 

Favorite Toy
Carter- pretty much any matchbox cars, his matchbox car garage, and a snap together race track
Addison - the Melissa & Doug pegboard puzzle 

Favorite Word
Carter - Mommy (not kidding. All. Day. Long.)
Addison - Da-eeeee 

Favorite Song
Carter - Twinkle, Twinkle, The Doxology, Jesus Loves Me 
Addison - anything you sing her :) 

Favorite Show
Carter - Jake and the Neverland Pirates, Henry Hugglemonster, Handy Manny
Addison - none yet. 

Favorite Time to Wake Up
Carter - anywhere between 5:30 and 6:30
Addison - on school days, I have to wake her up; on other days, usually between 7 and 7:45

Favorite Snack
Carter - pretzels, "trail mix" (a homemade mix I make of raisins, cheerios, and mini marshmallows), or squeezie applesauce
Addison - literally loves all snacks, but especially loves goldfish, pretzels, trail mix, and squeezie applesauce

They are literally growing up SO stinkin' fast. The holiday season has been lively and fun. Carter talks about Santa quite often and has a hard time coming to grips with the fact that daddy's birthday actually comes first! I'm certain we're in for a lively Christmas morning--and a pretty early one, too! 

It's the holiday season...

Every year at this time, I find myself at a loss for words. Not that there's not a TON going on, because there is. Always. I think it's because I find myself wanting to save any "spare time" over the holidays and relish in them as much as I can. But, because I want to look back at my blog (which I have printed out in a hardcover book at the end of each year) and remember all the fun things we did as a family, I need to keep up! :) 

This was take one of the kids' photos for the Christmas card. Not a huge fan--the sun was too far set and they just didn't turn out the way that I wanted. Plus, it was FREEZING this day.

We had JUST arrived to Aunt Polly and Uncle Dirk's house for Thanksgiving and they were woken up when we arrived. I had them dressed in their finest, so we had to do it right then, and they just weren't really having it. I'm not sure if I have the energy to try for a third time, and am toying with the idea of not even doing a Christmas card this year (it sort of pains me to even say it!).

The kids had so much fun at Thanksgiving. They were the only kids so they soaked up the attention big time. And both were OUT COLD within minutes of being on the road to head home.

The night before Thanksgiving we went to see Santa at Bass Pro Shops. It was free and really pretty. We have a non-digital file of Carter with Santa that is just precious, but Addison freaked out (that's putting it mildly, if I'm being honest). She knocked his glasses right off his face! Hysterical. (Does it make me a bad mom if I think crying Santa pics are precious?) :)

Both kids are full-on hyper right now. The holidays have them in a buzz-like state at all times. It's cute yet tiring. Ha! Carter is into making messes for no reason and we're working with him on the concept of respect for other people's hard work. So, we've introduced a cleaning chart in which he can earn stickers for cleaning up his toys without complaining before he moves on to another activity. We'll see how that works. Twenty stickers earns him a small toy. Oh, and he's also into his birthday right now (not until May 6). He talks about his birthday ALL THE TIME and has already declared that he's having a "Dusty Crophopper" (Planes) themed party. He tells everyone he meets about this and that he'll be 4 on his birthday. Bless their hearts, everyone thinks it's coming up soon.

Addison is a teething machine and is, thankfully, still a sleeping machine as well. Carter is doing great too but went through a phase of getting up super early after daylight savings time. We are getting back to a more reasonable 6:30/7:00 a.m. and hoping we can continue to work later.

This is my favorite time of the year and the kids' holiday energy is palpable and super sweet. The innocence and excitement is so intense! :)